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| the summer report |
[Sep. 14th, 2008|06:05 pm] |
the summer was way too long and I am glad to see it finally come to an end. when i try to think about all that happened, i am struck with the most confusing blend of emotions. it really was a strange time in my life, where i couldn't tell if i was the happiest i had ever been or the most confused and bored. i am glad i chose to live on my own, and i am glad i worked so much this summer, and i am glad i have seen more of the people i really care about (who i didn't get to spend time with during the year).
school has started, its boring and easy but thats my fault for not declaring my major sooner. hopefully next semester i will be excited about writing papers and using my brain, but for right now i could see my self failing all my classes because that is how much of a shit i really give about them. at least i am not in that fucking dorm anymore, and at least my overall perspective has brightened up. i can't believe i lived that long, so miserably. i guess it was for the best, because now i understand that it wasn't just my fault. i hate myself for being so upset about last year, but i have learned a lot about people and seen insanity in its truest forms
aside from that here is a list of things that have happened:
*i hit my friends car
*i bought a camera, that doesn't work
*i got a netflix account
*i lost friends to this mythical place called PORTLAND. apparently its just like Tucson but less incestuous
*the nutcase is fucking gone from bentleys, and jacque started working there, so work is basically amazing and i love all my coworkers. it couldn't be more of an ideal situation.
*i've spent hours making mixes.
*jacque and i discovered the original degrassi from the 80's and have devoted many nights to watching it and drinking boba tea
*im in a total chic music phase and have been listening to sooooooo much mika miko, beth ditto/gossip, cocorosie, santogold, SHANGRI-LAS, mama cass, kimya, marnie stern, erase errata and much much more
wow, after spending a few minutes trying to remember the events of this summer i realize it was really just a giant blur.
here is to the strangest summer ever!
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[Aug. 13th, 2008|12:07 pm] |
I am finally home, and for the first time in nearly 2 years, I feel like I have a home.
My body hates me right now, after a summer of booze, burritos and close to no bicycle time. School starting should fix all that because:
a) there will be no money or time for binge drinking on the regular
b) there will be no money for burritos every day
c) there will be no money for gas, & whats the point of driving anyways
so I guess you could say im pretty happy about school starting. scratch that, ECSTATIC!
I'll get back to you in a week and let you know if that outlook has changed.
on a side not, just signed up for netflix! finally Jacque and I can catch up on Degrassi high. |
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[Jul. 5th, 2008|07:31 pm] |
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ugh its hot. and im tired of quesodillas. |
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| humming softly |
[Jul. 3rd, 2008|01:02 am] |
it never seems to start, but at the same time it never ends. My emotions are a fluster, but thats just me letting them get the best of me.
I become more confused by the people around me everyday. I feel like I pester them, but thats bullshit. whatever.
this summer has been filled with all the kids i love, but i can't shake off the persistent loneliness. Right now I am going to enjoy the daily lime spritzers I've been making, and spending a few hours a day reading in a house with pesky (but adorable) cats.
walking into a room with an awkward cloud above, where no one says hi to you SUCKS. do i ever make my friends feel like shit??? |
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| in a limbo. |
[May. 24th, 2008|05:38 pm] |
I want all of my stuff to be in one place
I want to be able to make quesadillas on my own stove
I want my bed
I want to be able to walk to work and ride my bike again
I want to finally relax, because it is summer and god dammit I deserve it
that sounds rather whiny, but I am actually quite content right now. I am watching flight of the conchords and cleaning the house with the help of No one, but what can you do? I am preparing myself for dinner with my poppa, and his usual "where is a degree in Art History gonna get you? You want to be scrapping for change your whole life??" ugh, last time he made me cry. I don't care,I know so many who live off nothing, and they are the happiest and most genuine people I know. |
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